if i were you and i were serious about elevating my life but needed a good place to start, i’d pay serious attention to what’s about to be said, as well as, what you’re about to read.

because we’re about to enter the cross of the sleeping phoenix era, where the background frequency is that everybody focuses on themselves, versus depending on an institution or government to help them. we’re seeing with our own eyes who the person in these positions really is.

can we fight to make things better? yes, we should!

but should we depend on them to help us with no plans to help ourselves? fuck no, absolutely not!

we need to be our priority, and that starts by us doing the work to start learning our behaviors now, undo the shit that doesn’t benefit us, and install new beliefs in our minds so we can truly live elevated. once those beliefs are there, the actions you take will only be towards making your life better.

to be unrecognizable in 2027, before you start looking for ways to create income rivers for you (yes, we say rivers since streams aren’t wide enough) and before you start to strategize how to survive and thrive in this new era that’s coming, here’s where you NEED to start so you’re unrecognizable to yourself so strategizing becomes so ridiculously easy for you.

find out who TF you really are

with the sleeping phoenix cross coming in, it’s forcing you to think for yourself. but that can’t happen unless you’re comfortable with yourself, and that requires knowing who you really are. when you know yourself, you understand yourself.

astrology and human design are two energetic systems i’d highly recommend investing time and money into knowing like the back of your hand.

think of astrology like it’s your birth chart from the universe that tells you traits about yourself from the time you were born. human design is taking that birth chart and going even deeper to show how you use your energy properly and how you make decisions as a person.

now this doesn’t mean you sit and make excuses for doing bad things and blame it on your sign or your human design type.

you use this information to show you behavioral patterns to look out for, strengths to use for your advantage, how you’re meant to work with other people, how you’re meant to make friends and build connections, how you’re meant to be in relationships, how you’re supposed to make money, you get the idea.

starting point: in astrology, start with learning your sign in the sun, moon, and rising sign. in human design, start with learning your type, strategy, and authority. these 6 things alone can tell you a lot about yourself and how you’re meant to make decisions. then start diving deeper into learning about those elements about you, whether that’s youtube videos, classes, or guides.

resources:

astrology: use astro-seek.com to really not only see your chart, but also get descriptions of what each planet placement means.

human design: i’d highly recommend starting with puregenerators.com to get a free viewing or investing in a report from Genetic Matrix to learn about what each part of your body graph looks like.

destroy your limiting beliefs by reprogramming your mind

the beliefs you think shape what reality you have. the circumstances we all grow up in shape how we view ourselves, and it’s not our fault that we think the way we do. this is the operating system that follows us throughout our lives.

but at some point, we have to rise out of allowing this old system we’re operating on to control what we do. a new system has to be installed so we can move forward and do anything that allows us to have a better life. the beliefs we have are the result of other people anyway.

i mentioned astrology and human design earlier, but once you know the genetic makeup of yourself, you now have to let go of anything in your mind that tells you that you can’t do anything else with your life. what you need to remember with your mind is that your brain is made up of two parts — your conscious and subconscious. your conscious mind makes the choices, but your subconscious does the creating — and it only acts on what it accepts as true.

the goal you need to have going forward is to get past that rational critic that’s your conscious and plant the new belief directly where it takes root, which is in the subconscious. this will also teach you to be very careful about what you say to yourself and what you listen to, because everything you say can happen.

starting point: repetition methods like robotic affirmations, rampages, and subliminals work by wearing down the resistance layer over time until the seed gets through. whatever you choose to do, don’t force belief into it. no, you don’t need to believe everything you think about yourself, even the new, good things you say. your only job is to impress the desired state onto the subconscious, gently and consistently, like watering a plant.

resources:

for rampages and subliminals: i highly recommend either using a youtube creator who specializes in law of assumption-based rampages and subliminals (high frequency guru is my personal fav, and i’d recommend starting with her self-concept videos to work on the way you see yourself) or creating your own in your voice.

live in the end

the concept of “living in the end” is something i’ve taken seriously ever since 2024. with living in the end, it’s a concept from a guy named Neville Goddard. he’s a very well known teacher of the law of assumption, which is a universal law that’s all about embodying the belief that what you desire is already yours.

living in the end means collapsing the time it takes to get from where you are to where you want to be. you are the one commanding your reality, since whatever you assume to be true becomes your reality. this means what you want to happen has no choice BUT to happen because you said so. words are energy, and energy can be created.

believe it or not, but you don’t have to wait for things to come into alignment before you can manifest intentionally because there are many things you’ve probably unintentionally manifested that showed up unexpectedly, and you didn’t wait then.

the same thing applies here. life is as easy as you want it to be.

also, you don’t need to do identity work to live in the end, either, but it can help in elevating you past limiting beliefs that could cause you to doubt yourself.

starting point: when living in the end, start speaking in the past tense as if you already have what you want for yourself. this then forces events to happen behind the scenes; you don’t see how to bring your desire to you. things like, “$5,000 in my bank account happened so quickly, it’s insane, and i’m so grateful” or “i always know what i want and have my desires happen so fast” or “i got exactly what i wanted, everything worked out perfectly for me.”

resources:

law of assumption: any teachings from Neville Goddard to learn more about the ‘living in the end’ concept.

know that once you know who you are and start changing your mind to operate on a system that wants the best for you, going back to how things were before will feel foreign. that’s normal and a signal that the transformation in your mind is happening. i tell you all of this as someone who’s taken time (and still does) to learn about themselves and undo so much mental programming that wasn’t benefiting me in the long run that this is work but it’s worth it.

the future is the individual, whether everyone sees it or not.

more to come soon,

shidoni ✦

the simulation was breaking

long before covid hit our world in 2020, signs were starting to show that distinct change was in the air. overworked teachers and nurses leaving their jobs, the failure of traditional schooling not being built for every kind of learner, seeing people use alternative schooling like being home or world schooling, the constant gun violence at schools, even people leaving the United States to go to other countries for a better life.

on top of that, the college degree was starting to lose its value (it was the very thing on top of needing financial stability that drove me to going to tech bootcamp in 2019 to learn to code). inflation started being so rude, hitting everybody right and left with no apologies and all of a sudden on top of the job you had (if you had one) you needed at least 2-3 jobs and your own side hustle just to make ends meet (i had personally been through one myself before bootcamp). buying a house felt impossible, student loan debt was climbing, and the job market was turning into a circus.

it was as if the world felt like walking in a house on fire and snowing indoors at the same time pretending like it’s normal when it’s clearly not.

i knew by that point things were off, that these institutional systems we all knew about that were just a normal part of lives (like schools, governments, hospitals, etc.) were all of a sudden malfunctioning like a simulation. it felt like we all were lied to about the safety we were given, the care we’d receive, how our voices would be heard. almost as if the ones behind the scenes KNOW things aren’t the best, but still choose to sell things as if they are to us because who knows what would happen otherwise. they know if people start paying attention, there would be little to no control they can have over the masses.

the calls that changed everything

i saw this pattern of systems failing up close while i was working at a call center back in 2021. i remember having my headset on helping people who were affected by covid apply for utility assistance. everything felt like an apocalyptic nightmare.

the people on the other line weren’t at fault. they were trying to get assistance from a program that promised to help them but didn’t make things easy for them to get it.

hearing the families, the single moms, the professionals who had jobs but still were struggling, and the elders who had to get their kids to fill out their application (even some who had nobody except a librarian to help them who they had to take a bus to get to the library) — it all was so heartbreaking. even experiencing utility companies call in begging us to get them money to turn on their air or water.

it all sucked to just be frank.

although many people received help, there were also many people who didn’t receive help and breaking that news to them was a call i always dreaded giving.

what sucked worse was knowing i couldn’t do much and what i could do was what i was told to do. i couldn’t make promises or yell at anybody above me to help out as much as i wanted to. the underwriters probably lived in another state for all i knew. the disorganization of the program itself was so obvious and clear. this wasn’t just a matter allocating resources to people, it’s about a system that wasn't even coherent enough to help itself help people.

i was exposed to a side of the world that i knew was real, but didn’t know how real it was until it was in front of me. it was like a dam with patches of black tape burst open in front of me and i couldn’t unsee it.

i learned a cold, hard truth during that time i hated even existed: these systems that are meant to help humanity survive are showing they’re about to fall and are showing their cracks in their foundation.

what i wanted to do (& why it wouldn’t have helped anyway)

even i tried to make something to help all of those people who were denied and left to the side, it didn’t make a difference knowing everything that would go into accomplishing a task like that and that one state (& for one month) wasn’t gonna cut it. people would just get temporary help, but the state of these systems would only get worse instead of better.

they will also continue to show that they’ll provide assistance but give a subtitle “but only if you do xyz…” or put people under surveillance to ensure they won’t be screwed over either.

the root of the problem was still present. the large institutions, governments, and bureaucracies that were created to help people survive where they live are now helping or just thinking about themselves more than us. this isn't about writing off these institutions — it's about not making them your only plan.

and this isn’t anybody’s fault (i want to make that absolutely clear!). these systems were sold to us as reliable and we built our assumption around the fact that they would hold us and care for us. the fault is more so how they’re designed - or how they stopped being designed for us. but that doesn’t change what we have to do now.

we have to also start looking out for ourselves too. now more than ever!

the solution that saved me

i’ve started diving into astrology classes back during my days at the call center in 2021 to learn more about how i operate as a person & how to use to improve myself. it was the most eye-opening time of my life and one i’d redo over and over again if i could. seeing how interconnected the planet alignment was to real world events was even more surreal to experience. i also dove deeper into human design from my surface-level knowledge i had since 2020 when i had my virtual assistant business i was running.

in learning both of these energetic systems, 2 important energetic shifts made everything make sense about where we are and where we’re going that i knew i need to pay attention more closely.

the first was the cross of the sleeping phoenix. in human design, every 400 years, humanity undergoes global cycle shifts that essentially all have themes regarding humanity’s direction that act like a background frequency we don’t physically see but know is there. these themes shape everything about what humanity does, feels, and values the most. since 1616, we’ve been in the cross of planning, which has the theme of tribes and logic meaning “i’ll care for you if you do the same for me”. this is where we get these corporations, hospitals, banks, schools, governments — the institutional systems of our society. we head into the cross of the sleeping phoenix in february of 2027, where the theme is individuality. this means we’re all meant to learn to trust ourselves, lead ourselves, be authentic to ourselves, create our own abundance, and express ourselves in ways we’ve been afraid to. we’re to prioritize what our intuition says no matter who tries to tell us otherwise.

the second was pluto being in the sign of aquarius for the next 20 years. in astrology, the planet pluto is currently in the sign of aquarius. pluto is the planet of massive transformation and the end of cycles to begin new ones while aquarius is the sign of many things including disruption, systems and networks. now, i don’t think it’s a hell of a coincidence for a planet to be in a sign about systems when we’re heading into a background frequency where external systems are about to be put on the back burner! in fact, i think it makes it more obvious that this change is not only coming, it’s here and not slowing down.

i saw with the government shutdown that happened back in November 2025 and many families were not able to get food stamps to be able to eat for the month. this disruption was a subtle conversation between the government and its people that they couldn’t agree on how money would work so they’re going to make everyone suffer as a result of this.

i took time since then to learn how these energetic systems were meant to help me understand myself — and what i found changed the way i operated entirely. for example, i’m a generator in human design and it made more sense for me to follow my gut response to things instead of doing them in the moment and hoping things work out for the best. i’m also valleys environment and it made sense why i hated being in chaotic and closed spaces trying to work on things. with this learning, making changes to my way of working and especially understand i’m meant to make money were very eye opening for me to understand and grasp. it also made sense why many ventures i tried didn’t work.

i started making it my goal to find other ways to learn about myself aside from what i already had in astrology and human design.

i already knew about the ennegram and the myers briggs tests from my college days, but there were several other self-assessment tests were introduced to me by way of astrological tribes that i never knew about that brought even deeper insight like the kolbe-a (to help me understand i can be more productive and take action) and the bg5 career assessment (to learn how i’m meant to work with other people + it’s created based on human design).

i also started studying how events in the world connected to planetary weather happening in the moment. i started thinking about backup plans for simple things i never about like having hygiene products stacked away in case a disruption in the supply chain happens and i can’t buy soap i need or like recipes to teach me how to make bread in case inflation makes loaves of bread be $7 or more.

how Shidoni Code Studios came to be

shidoni is my name "Cydney” in romanji japanese (yes, that’s my first name. also, i’m one of those girls who fell in love with japanese culture because of anime. and what about it? lol) it came from me wanting to understand the language and potentially look at visiting since i think having multiple places to reside and make connections in will be the key to creating not only wealth in finances, but wealth in wisdom, knowledge and an expanded view on the world outside of where you are (but that’s another blog for another day).

astrology and human design are my codes. a way of life i follow and that i see as essential to my existence due to how much they’ve both taught me about myself. this studio is my way of providing other women what i wish was in front of me — a warning of what’s coming and how to not only survive in it, but thrive to the point where there’s little dependence on a system to give you stability. i want other women to make money that actually reflects what they’re worth, to spend time with their families, to pay off debt, and to do all of this by doing things based on how their designed.

because that’s really the only way to get through this shift — learn about yourself to build the life you need to have for yourself because doing this makes things flow more effortlessly.

where you should go from here

if you’re a woman who sees all of this that’s happening and are thinking “omg! i’ve been thinking this same stuff.” or “i’m seeing the patterns, but i’m not sure what to do with this information.”, you’re in the right place.

maybe this is your first time hearing all of this and you’re feeling overwhelmed, panicking and feel like things are gloomy with how all of this is sounding. maybe this feels really scary to think about. don’t worry, know that i understand how you feel, it was a shock to my nervous system to see all of this. but also know that yes, this is a place for you too if you’re open to it.

if you’re done waiting for somebody to save you, ready to create income that feels so easy to make it shouldn’t be legal, and want to understand the world well enough to move through it with agency then you’re right where you need to be.

i’ll be here with you so we can do what society failed to do for us. learn the systems that teach you what your code is, create our life of sovereignty from there and help others do the same in our own tribes where our strengths are building them.

change is coming and these institutional systems are either going to change with it or break away altogether. it’s not going to happen all at once, but the signs are there and we as women can’t afford to stick our heads in the sand and hope it goes away.

i know it’s hard because surviving is where a lot of people are right now, even me. but i’m building a future where i don’t just survive in this new world, i’m thriving in it. i want it to be because i paid attention to the signs before they showed up due to the events of the world and how astrology and human design play a role in them. and i want the same for you too.

we can either do nothing and let things crush us or figure out answers to create a world that actually helps all of us. because after all the hell these events created, we owe it to ourselves to start now.

more will come soon,

shidoni ✦

founder of shidoni code studios